Tomorrow I go back to work and my baby doesn't get to come with me!! If only I could keep him behind my desk......
Counting down the days until I can stay home, for good. I did tell Jason that I reserved the right to quit at any time I felt like it and he would just have to figure out what to do.
I'm just glad that Carson will be at the daycare at my work. Let's just say that I might be spending more time down in the daycare then I will at my desk! If you are looking for me and can't find me.....you know where to look!
Love you baby boy!
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The Family Name You Bear
22 September 2010
When I look at my son I can’t help but think of everything I want for him. I want only the best things for him. I want him to have every opportunity that I had and those I never did, every possible chance for success and happiness, abundant love, and the sweetest joy. I want him to grow into a good man. By “good” I mean the type of man that anyone who knows him can’t find anything else to say except that he is a “good” man. That is why we gave him the middle name of Glen.
I had the great fortune of growing up next door to my grandparents. They were there everyday of my life growing up and they helped raise my siblings and I right along with my parents. My grandpa was a “good” man. Everyone in my hometown that knew him can attest to that. Grandpa was always there when you needed him and had a way of bringing out the best in people. He was a man of quiet wisdom and gentle strength. He didn’t normally say much, but when he did you listened. It was only Grandpa that could convince me to go to school at BYU-Idaho and it was Grandpa that asked me what I was waiting for when Jason wanted to marry me. Wise man. Good man.
Grandpa was always working. Always. He pulled weeds right along side us and then usually went back to pull the weeds we missed. He could and did fix anything and everything. He loved popsicles and homemade ice cream and Grandpa grew the best watermelons in the entire valley. He loved to scare us when we went to lock up the chickens at night and he always had a stack of the red wrapped firecrackers on his dresser to use when he saw an opportunity arise. Good man. Funny man. He taught me how to do a flip on the trampoline and loved a good game of chicken foot dominoes (teasing Grandma relentlessly the entire time). I could write forever about Grandpa and the memories I have of him, but I’ll sum it up by saying….Grandpa was a hero.
I miss my Grandpa. I think of him everyday and it still hurts just as bad today as it did the day he left us. Thankfully I know that we will see him again and that makes me smile. Until that day comes, I hope that my son will grow to be like my Grandpa. I hope that Carson will carry on the legacy of that great man and be another bright spot in a world that so desperately needs one. So, with only the greatest love, Carson was given the middle name of Glen. It is an honor, my sweet little one. Please be true to who you are and the family name you bear. Be a “good” man, a great man, a Glen.
2 Months Old!
10 September 2010
My baby turned 2 months old this week! I can't believe how fast time is flying! Here are some cute pictures of my sweet little boy. We love you Carson!!
Carson's Blessing
06 September 2010
This weekend we got to have all of our family come visit and we blessed Carson! It was such a great weekend! Carson's blessing was so sweet and he didn't even cry! Here are some pictures from the weekend!
Our sweet little boy
Jason's Grandma and Grandpa Hileman got to come!
Carson loves his grandma!!
Our little family
Hannah got to come. Love you!
Jason's parents
My parents
All of the men
The group!
Gratitude
01 September 2010
Today I have been overwhelmed with feelings of gratitude and couldn't help but share a few of them. Jason and I have been so blessed in so many ways. It seems that things always work out the way they should, even when we don't understand in the beginning why they are happening the way they are.....
Education: I was able to get my Bachelor degree in Math Education from BYU-Idaho in December and Jason is working on getting his Bachelor degree from ISU. I'm so glad I had the opportunity to get my education. I know so many people that weren't able to finish with their degree and I feel lucky to have mine. I am certified to teach in the state of Idaho with a degree in Math! It makes me feel more secure knowing that if anything was to ever happen to Jason I would be able to provide for my family.
When Jason first made the decision to go to ISU I was upset. I didn't understand why he would want to go to school in Pocatello when we lived in Rexburg. We went to the temple that day and were both given peace about the situation. Now I understand why. It was shortly after that BIG DOG gave Jason a job in the Idaho Falls call center as an assistant manager. This allowed Jason to still work while going to class at ISU's Idaho Falls campus. A few months later when BIG DOG moved their call center to Pocatello, Jason was set for school and work. It was the perfect situation that didn't make sense at the start.
Employment: Jason and I have always been blessed with jobs to provide for our needs since we have been married. From the prosecuting office to Showcase to BYUI to Melaleuca, we have always had enough to pay the bills. I have been with Melaleuca for almost 5 years now. There have been many times that I have wanted to quit, but for some reason never have. Either something would come up with school or at work that would stop me from turning in my two weeks notice. In the last few years I have been able to move up very quickly and now have a job I love! I am the incentives manager for the call centers. When I graduated and was considering teaching, Melaleuca stepped in and asked me to stay. Once again, I did. Jason, in the meantime, had gone from a flyer guy at Big Dog to the manager of their call center in Pocatello. He had gained a ton of experience in call center management. My boss at Melaleuca grew to know Jason through me and was very interested in his experience with call centers. In April, Melaleuca approached Jason and recruited him to come work for them. They gave him a great salary and we were able to switch our insurance to his name so that I can eventually stay home with our family. Looking back, if I wouldn't have stayed with Melaleuca and gotten to know the amazing people there, Jason wouldn't work for them today. It's just an added blessing that I work with great people that I love for a company that cares about it's employees. Again....I'm so grateful.
Family: Jason and I both have amazing families that are very supportive of us. I don't know what we would do without them! We have great siblings and amazing parents who mean the world to us. That, in and of itself, is a lot to be thankful for. I hope that I'm half the mother that my mom was to me.
I have an amazing husband who loves me as much as I love him... to the moon and back. Jason was a great friend who I fell in love with. When I think about the time we first met I never would have guessed he would be the man I would marry, but I am so glad I did! I am comforted to know that I we are sealed for time and all eternity. I couldn't have dreamed that I would ever marry such an amazing man. He is my constant, my strength, my every hope and dream.
In starting our own family, it seemed to take us FOREVER to get pregnant. At the time I really struggled with it. Now I know more then ever that the Lord's timing is the perfect timing. We found out that I was pregnant right at the end of my student teaching. I was able to finish my student teaching before I started getting sick....which I did....a lot! Jason and I were able to take a trip to Hawaii for my graduation ~ probably our last for a very long time. We had a blast!! I should do an entire post on just our Hawaii trip! We had Carson in July which meant my mom was able to come and stay with us since school was out. Such a blessing!!! It was amazing to have her with us and I'm so glad that she was willing to be here.
Of course our greatest blessing is our sweet little boy! Carson Glen was born on July 7th and has brought us more happiness then we could have imagined. I am so excited to be a mom! It is the greatest calling and gift and I'm humbled at the privilege of raising such a precious spirit. I only pray that I will be able to teach my son the things that he needs to know.
Gospel: Of all my blessings, the one I hold most dear is my testimony. I know that my Savior and Redeemer lives. I know that he loves me and knows me individually. I am grateful for scripture that brings comfort and peace in a world full of confusion. I know that all of my blessings come through Him. He is my Rock and my Salvation. "But whosoever drinketh of the water that I shall give him shall never thirst; but the water that I shall give him shall be in him a well of water springing up into everlasting life." John 4:14
Education: I was able to get my Bachelor degree in Math Education from BYU-Idaho in December and Jason is working on getting his Bachelor degree from ISU. I'm so glad I had the opportunity to get my education. I know so many people that weren't able to finish with their degree and I feel lucky to have mine. I am certified to teach in the state of Idaho with a degree in Math! It makes me feel more secure knowing that if anything was to ever happen to Jason I would be able to provide for my family.
When Jason first made the decision to go to ISU I was upset. I didn't understand why he would want to go to school in Pocatello when we lived in Rexburg. We went to the temple that day and were both given peace about the situation. Now I understand why. It was shortly after that BIG DOG gave Jason a job in the Idaho Falls call center as an assistant manager. This allowed Jason to still work while going to class at ISU's Idaho Falls campus. A few months later when BIG DOG moved their call center to Pocatello, Jason was set for school and work. It was the perfect situation that didn't make sense at the start.
Employment: Jason and I have always been blessed with jobs to provide for our needs since we have been married. From the prosecuting office to Showcase to BYUI to Melaleuca, we have always had enough to pay the bills. I have been with Melaleuca for almost 5 years now. There have been many times that I have wanted to quit, but for some reason never have. Either something would come up with school or at work that would stop me from turning in my two weeks notice. In the last few years I have been able to move up very quickly and now have a job I love! I am the incentives manager for the call centers. When I graduated and was considering teaching, Melaleuca stepped in and asked me to stay. Once again, I did. Jason, in the meantime, had gone from a flyer guy at Big Dog to the manager of their call center in Pocatello. He had gained a ton of experience in call center management. My boss at Melaleuca grew to know Jason through me and was very interested in his experience with call centers. In April, Melaleuca approached Jason and recruited him to come work for them. They gave him a great salary and we were able to switch our insurance to his name so that I can eventually stay home with our family. Looking back, if I wouldn't have stayed with Melaleuca and gotten to know the amazing people there, Jason wouldn't work for them today. It's just an added blessing that I work with great people that I love for a company that cares about it's employees. Again....I'm so grateful.
I have an amazing husband who loves me as much as I love him... to the moon and back. Jason was a great friend who I fell in love with. When I think about the time we first met I never would have guessed he would be the man I would marry, but I am so glad I did! I am comforted to know that I we are sealed for time and all eternity. I couldn't have dreamed that I would ever marry such an amazing man. He is my constant, my strength, my every hope and dream.
Of course our greatest blessing is our sweet little boy! Carson Glen was born on July 7th and has brought us more happiness then we could have imagined. I am so excited to be a mom! It is the greatest calling and gift and I'm humbled at the privilege of raising such a precious spirit. I only pray that I will be able to teach my son the things that he needs to know.
Gospel: Of all my blessings, the one I hold most dear is my testimony. I know that my Savior and Redeemer lives. I know that he loves me and knows me individually. I am grateful for scripture that brings comfort and peace in a world full of confusion. I know that all of my blessings come through Him. He is my Rock and my Salvation. "But whosoever drinketh of the water that I shall give him shall never thirst; but the water that I shall give him shall be in him a well of water springing up into everlasting life." John 4:14
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